watch me.

i just wanna say thankyou, for, all the tears in the middle of the night, every words that every girl wants to hear, your advice when i need a shoulders to cry, your faithful when i'm gone, all the memories that will last forever, all the silence but i know you miss me (:p), the laughter and what i called 'our sadness', the time you spent only to answer my call, the photos of me in your phone, your attention&warnings when i was sick, your hand that means a lot to me, the way you pretend you're okay but honestly i knew you're not, apologize you said for the things that aren't necessary oh yes you always know how to make me speechless, and ...too many you did only for me, i don't know how to say it, thankyou. i can't lie i love you. happy anniversary 2 months. yours, shinta.

apasih yang lo semua tau tentang cinta? sesuatu yang ...puitis? bikin galau? then i will disagree. menurut gue, cinta itu perasaan yang dikasih Tuhan sama kita, setiap individu buat dijaga, bukan disalahgunakan. and yet, many people do it wrong. "cinta itu buta dan butuh pengorbanan". mau orang ngomong apa tentang 'kita', asal ada cinta, itu semua ngga ada artinya. you will become stronger and stronger when people stab you in your back, yes i am. get it? Gue belajar dari cinta. Karena gue pernah ngerasa sakit, pernah nyakitin. Karena gue pernah ngorbanin seluruh air mata gue semaleman cuma buat 1 orang. Gue pernah stress bahkan depresi, cuma karena 1 hal, cinta. Hai kalian, para galauers, ga bermaksud bikin galau itu hobi. Jangan pernah takut nyakitin, karena dia tau dia lebih sakit kalo tau dari orang lain. Jangan pernah takut mencinta, kalau pada akhirnya lo bakal punya sesuatu dari cinta. kejar dan tunjukkin ke dia kalau dia dicintai, karena lo worth fighting ...