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Akan ada satu saat kamu akan bertanya: pergi ke mana semua inspirasiku? Tiba-tiba kamu merasa ditinggal pergi. Hanya bisa diam, tidak lagi berkarya. Kering. Tapi tidak selalu itu berarti kamu harus mencari objek atau sumber inspirasi baru. Sama seperti jodoh. Kalau punya masalah, tidak berarti harus cari pacar baru, kan? Tapi rasa cinta kamu yang harus diperbaharui. Cinta bisa tumbuh sendiri, tapi bukan jaminan bakal langgeng selamanya, apalagi kalau tidak dipelihara. Dan kembali saya merenung: bagaimana hampa bisa menyakitkan? Hampa harusnya berarti tidak ada apa-apa. Tidak ada apa-apa harusnya berarti tidak ada masalah. Termasuk rasa sakit.

Ironic

It always been me. Make you mad, let you into problem and make you getting used to it. I'm wrong. You're right. I never make a right decision, even for myself. I always don't know what do you need. But you know what I'm going through. You understand me, always there beside me. I don't know that I'm the one you looking for. You don't deserve this. I'm scared, you will forget me easily. You will know someone new, better than me. It all just because you mean a lot to me. When someone you thought doesn't matter with you anymore, it was your biggest weakness. When all the problem comes down to fact that I cared too much, and you didn't care enough. Pathetic. When I say I'll miss you, it doesn't mean I'll never get over you, I just wish I didn't have to. I'm gonna need you more than you need me . It always been you.