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Ironic

It always been me. Make you mad, let you into problem and make you getting used to it. I'm wrong. You're right. I never make a right decision, even for myself. I always don't know what do you need. But you know what I'm going through. You understand me, always there beside me. I don't know that I'm the one you looking for. You don't deserve this. I'm scared, you will forget me easily. You will know someone new, better than me. It all just because you mean a lot to me.
When someone you thought doesn't matter with you anymore, it was your biggest weakness. When all the problem comes down to fact that I cared too much, and you didn't care enough. Pathetic.
When I say I'll miss you, it doesn't mean I'll never get over you, I just wish I didn't have to.
I'm gonna need you more than you need me. It always been you.

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